My favourite subject is female control of the penis. 1 often pretend I'm a captive pupil in a boarding school run by women.

Discipline is very strict and there's no way any boy gets to indulge himself. We are all forced to wear a compulsory genital belt which makes self gratifica­tion impossible.

The only relief we ever get is when it is prescribed by the resident matron. The teachers show complete indifference to our pent-up condition and seem to go out of their way to make us as sexually uncomfortable as they can. It is a rule of the school that our genitalia have to be inspected by the form 'mistress every morning. For this we are required to stand  by our beds with hands clasped to the nap of our necks. The dorm mistress wears red rubber gloves. Ms Sinclair is the worst examiner as she always begins her examination by giving each boy two minutes of penile massage, and heaven help the boy who lets go his semen.

When Ms Sinclair is satisfied that a boy has resisted the temptation to come she moves on to the next boy in line and gives him the same intollerable treatment. As she finishes with each boy the maid replaces our genital belts and when she is satisfied Ms Sinclair gives the order to dress.

The school uniform consists of a girls liberty bodice, navy-blue fleecy knickers, thick ribbed stockings which come three inches above our knees. Our stockings are held by three very long and taut suspenders per leg. Our knickers are made with very very tight leg bands which cut deep grooves in our boyish thighs. The legs of our knickers are made to fit down our thighs but not as far down as our stocking tops. A six inch band of bare thigh is left between knicker legs and stockings. Over this we wear a kind of waist coat and pair of breeches which fasten below the knee. We wear Cuban heel shoes which completes a very sissy picture.

Lessons are not in the least bit intelectual but arranged to prepare us in the domestic skills, i.e. needlework, cooking and general housework. The cane and the strap are used to persuade us to do exactly as we are told to do and we are all very well behaved and respectful pupils.